I'm in a good place. I haven't needed the avena tincture in awhile. The stress was reduced greatly when oldest "ran away." She needed to go. And she needed to come back. We are on a much better footing now. I can once again look at her picture and not shoot daggers. I can enjoy her for who she is.
Youngest seems to be coming out of her funk. She even joined me for grocery shopping yesterday. It was nice to get out and about with her. We even made a few detours along the way including the book store.
And to my great and happy surprise not only was son home to help unload the car when we arrived but he had a friend with him. I like his friends. And they have been hanging at the house more and more. I like that. I had a pork shoulder in the crock pot melting its way into pulled BBQ pork so I offered dinner. Cole slaw and baked beans rounded out the meal. We had a great visit and we hung out at the dinner table for more than hour after dinner talking and laughing.
I found (was invited to join) an amazing group of creative supportive woman to help spark me in my business adventure. The forms are filled out to become an LLC and I am on my way. I have some goal setting and vision writing to do in the next few weeks.
And I have a date planned with hubby in a few weeks. This month when he is not at work he is in class. I see him for brief moments. I think part of our date will be planning a week end get away.